Dear pretty ninja diary,
......Ever have one of those days where you are just so comfortable that you can't seem to pull youself out from under the covers? That was my morning, I stayed in bed until the last possible moment. Picking up my old pasttime of reading every night until I fall asleep has allowed me to tire myself enough to be able to fall asleep but also doesn't stop me from feeling tiresome throughout the day. I hate being so tired, especially on a day like today. It's gloomy where you would expect it to rain... but it isn't. And the sky is darkened as a tease of night. If I could, I would crawl back into my bed & put my sweats back on despite the fact I'm wearing my favorite jeans today. Those sweats are incredibly comfy especially when it's slightly chilly. I can't explain it. But if I were to be back in that zone of comfort, I could have real dreams instead of day dreaming about going back to sleep. In my head, it's safe. Nobody can invade that space and I control what happens, if only subconsciously.
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